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Cake day: July 14th, 2023

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  • Still everything is now ashes, dust in the wind, nothing. All this fun hobbies are now only a meanless memory, I didn’t have nothing back, all the fun you say is become, for me, hate. Hate to have wasted my time laughing like a fool behind videogames, books, even sports, telling myself that was okay, creating a big lie that hobby was something important, just to see it ending without any result. So that’s the point, limited time sure it’s everything, but meaning is also everything in this life.


  • I didn’t find any good enough hobby in this 35 years of life that didn’t fade after some time. At moment I’m very empty inside, I spend half day sleeping and other half working, everything looks expansive to do, I give up on everything, I’m keeping myself alive because I’m just scared of the pain and I can’t imagine stop existing.












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    8 months ago

    He become 30, and soon 40, nothing changed, he still virgin but he stopped to care, his life now is all about work, he reach even that 100k but money don’t give him nothing real back as human begin. Still hoping for something screw his days but he pretending not, he believed that going at some comixcon, or furry, or bdsm, was the answer but soon he give up, life is just work till die, many of us existing just for no reason, without never be loved or get the chance to love.




  • We just reach the end of PC gaming. Many future games are now need hardware that only the 1% of population can affront. Hyper realism of huge graphic effects sure are fun and immersive but not more accessible, not more something you can play alone at desk with a PC. This probably will lead the consoles as well to rise their price, we gonna see PS5 or PS6 at 1.499$ in next future. No one will buy and play games, so companies will stop to existing, it was a good run.